I haven't posted in a long while. Kisses died. Every time I come here to journal, I start writing and just can't finish.

Yesterday was four months without her. It's ridiculous how attached one get to their pets and how empty it feels when they leave us. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't wish her silly ugly little face was waiting for me ( Read more... )

does anything hurt more than being called a liar, when you aren't lying? than being proud of the little that your able to do only to find out your efforts are laughed at, disbelieved, loathed... its hard not to feel worthless when your actions have no value. its hard to feel loved when all you hear is how inadequate you are.